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Sarah a young twenty something walks nervously through my London treatment room door, she sits down awkwardly and tells me why she has come.
'Someone recommended I came to see you, I can be going about my day, doing the most normal of things and suddenly I feel incredibly isolated, like I should be somewhere else, it's so strong it almost paralyses me, like I have been taken over, it even happens to me when I am laughing with my mates.'
My immediate assumption was that she had been imprisoned in a past life but I kept this to myself as I have worked enough with hypnotherapy to know the dangers of leading a client and long enough with the spirit world to know that they often don't do what we expect!
Sarah lays- still anxiously- down on my couch but within a few moments I am incredibly shocked at how deep she goes and how quickly- let alone the clarity of her information that rolls of her tongue with no doubt or hesitation even hinted at.
Firstly she describes her business like leather brogues in three different shades of leather, and her rather posh business get up, she tells me she is a middle aged business man who feels sad and angry at how much he has to do all the time. She tells me not only his first name, but also surname and age.
She tells me she is stood at some docks in a location up north that she pinpointed exactly just before the first world war - in a year she pinpointed exactly. She tells me she has a family, a wife, she tells me about clearly, including name age and personality, she says that they were happier before they had the children, two boys, whose names and ages she tells me with certainty.
She tells me she is sad because she often shouts at the boys when they demand his attention, she says she gets angry at the time, but afterwards is full of remorse, she says she doesn't have a good relationship with the boys as they fear him and that this has caused problems in the marriage.
Sarah goes on to tell me about how in this life her father was physically abusive, and wouldn't let his mother show any affection towards him, his mother died when he was very young.
Sarah describes a scene where the wife has forced him to see his dying father in hospital. The scene Sarah describes pictures a family too dysfunctional for words but yet what can be such a “normal” picture for family life. Sarah's father in that life just looked out the window when he arrived and didn't speak, so she turned and walked out, no eye contact, no words.
As the first world war approaches Sarah's boys are all grown up, one has gone off to war but Sarah has kept the most intelligent back to run the business- the oldest son does not want to run the business, the oldest son wanted to go to war, or to London- where he had fallen in love with a girl, his father didn't allow him and the resentment built even more.
Next thing Sarah said to me was “I'm dead”
At this point I ask people to describe what they are experiencing and usually the regression begins to turn into a life-between-life exploration. This was what I was expecting to happen.
So I ask Sarah to tell me what she is experiencing and to my surprise she starts to describe to me what her family are doing, so I ask her “are you still with your family?” and she replies
“Yes- I stay with them.” So I ask Sarah to go to her death and tell me how she dies...
“I shot myself”
“And you stay with your family why?”
'Because I feel guilty, I want to make it up to them”
“And when your family die, then what?”
“I stay in the house, i'm stuck”
“Are you still stuck in the house now?”
What is the house address? (for the first time Sarah hesitates)
“I don't know” she replies
“Go to the letterbox” I say “see a letter addressed to you and read it out to me”
Sarah reads out the whole name and address including post code
I ask her if she want to be free and she replies that she does.
I ask her what she can do to free herself and for the second time she doesn't know.
I inform her that I am going to the address with her to release the part of her soul that is still earthbound, we communicate together under my instruction the soul, to say that suicide is just a necessary learning experience that maybe all of us have to go through at one point, to explain that guilt has no place, that we all do our best at our own levels of consciousness and how could he be conscious about love if he never experienced it? Not that his parents are to blame,just like he isn't to blame, it is all part of such a big picture it is impossible for our small human minds to comprehend. To feel guilt is almost an arrogance, as if we are saying “we know better” it is destructive, it holds our souls back from evolving and causes more damage rather than damage limitation. We call upon the ancestors to help the transition, after which I fill the house with white light.
When Sarah comes round she says her father in this life is not physically abusive but emotionally distant yet she had never been angry with him because deep down she understood. She also told me that she felt fear and blocked around going into a relationship, so not only did it give her clarity on where the isolated feeling came from, but also her understanding of her dad and why she had been feeling like she had around relationships.
For me, wel spirit had gobsmacked me for yet another time!
Earlier that week my teenage stepdaughter asked me how a loved one could be in the spirit world and also reincarnate, I “fobbed her off “ with the line “because we can be everywhere at all times” she seemed happy with that answer but I wasn't! I thought to myself “listen to yourself! What type of fluffy silly hippy answer is that man?!” although it rolled off my silver tongue easily when I thought about it I couldn't really comprehend it...
(Mercury is retrograde from 10th- 30th December- no better time for regression than in the Mercury retrograde period.) See www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk for more information on Past Life Regression sessions and to download a Past life regression MP3 and www.initiationworkshops.co.uk to book on a workshop an 'Past Life Regression Therapy” all by Tiffany Crosara Dip.Past Life Regression Therapy, Dip. Tarot, Dip.Parapsychology
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